p o s i t i v i t y

i wish it came easier, i wish that i would worry less and enjoy the moment. its hard to do with life slapping you in the face around every corner. i have an exam in the morning and i was so preoccupied with my test today that i totally forgot. do a lot of people procrastinate and stress out a lot about school? there is no one way i can be the only but i bet i am the only one who still doesnt know what to do in the end anyhow. i wish that the procrastination would at least be worth it in the end if i actually did my work in its entirety and didnt just go to sleep instead. i sleep too much, dont study enough, and just feel off lately. oh and my power got shut off today. so being positive is hard right now.