and that enemy would be procrastination. i've been sitting at home since around 2:45 trying to write a paper thats due tomorrow...terrible i know. but its just a first draft so that gives me some leeway. i couln't tell you what i have been doing all this time but definietly not my paper. i hate days like this. its my fault that i waited so long but i just can't seem to get started.
i feel like thats a big issue with me this semester which is a problem. there are so many things that need to be done and i just cant seem to get anything accomplished. school has been a major stress because i'm on academic probabition and have to do well. its not as though i don't want to, i just let myself get too caught up with other things and i can't let myself focus on what's important.
on a lighter note, after some ups and major downs, me and that certain someone seem to being doing just dandy. we spent most of spring break together doing a whole lot of nothing and enjoying the free time we had. it was nice. i feel like we havent caught a break and this past week was just nice to be together. i hope i dont jinx anything by saying all that but i just needed to put it out there how happy ive been because i feel like most people only see the bad that goes on between us and then they think that he and i shouldn't be together but i'm experienceing it first hand, not them, and the way he makes me feel is like no one else before. i'm so happy with him, even though he is part of my distraction, he knows the situation i am in and tries to help as much as he can from pulling all nighters to spending hours at the library with me.
only time will tell from here what's going to happen...
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